Experiences are a good teacher

Assalamualaikum and hye readers. I'm back for this semester's break. Yes my school starts holidays two weeks earlier so don't get jealous guys wihihi. 

So back on my main topic. Experiences. Don't get a wrong idea. I'm not saying that I had enough experiences in my life to write this entry. But this is just a sharing about me myself that is an extroverted introvert. 

I used to be an introvert person back then until my teacher once told me that my voice is srsly nice untuk berpidato. She trained me very hard to make me overcome those anxieties to speak in front of public. I took part in my very first competition and i made it to the third place. So my teacher cried. I saw happiness in those tears and that makes me to start falling in love in public speaking.

As time flies i didn't take much parts in competitions when i'm in form 1 until form 3. Just several competitions but still those are good experiences. Yes i likely to speak in front of people but there still remains some nervousness. 

Form 4 taught me a lot in improving my skill in being a good speaker. I took part in the election of student representative council 17/18. In the process, the candidates need to do election manifesto. and so me. It's been a long time i didn't speak in public in front of boys especially since i came from a religion school that totally separate the girls and the boys. But it's okay, i overcame it.

Being a SRC realllyyyyyyy helps me a lot in improving my skill. I was selected to go a leadership program in Johor back then and we had an interview so I need speak in english and yeah you know that it is important to be impressive during interview. Fortunately, i made it to the next stage.

The next stage is global leadership. I went there and I bet you guys that i felt like I want to go home because everyone's there is so good in english and i don't have enough confident to make friends with them hehehe . This camp totally taught me something. I learned that as a leader we need to be brave because we need to influence people. These are some useful tips that works for me and i hope that it will works for you guys too on how to be a good speaker 

1. First of all, u need to have intonations when u are speaking. Please don't speak like a reporter or an announcer. You will lose the attentions. 

2. Be confident. I would never have interest in someone that's not confident when he/she is talking and i'm pretty sure you guys too. So standing there and please make a confident posture something like don't fidget, stand up straight with your shoulders back, proper grooming and most importantly, smile (just imagine there are a lot of pretty men and women).

3. Make a style of yourself. This what my senior told me. Just 'buat style' don't ever care about people's perceptions. But please behave lah don't be too poyo. 

4. Catch attentions. Yeah it may be hard for the newbie but try to gain attention by making your voice sounds cool and look at each other faces (keep your eyes forward). So no one will talk when you are talking (oh srsly i hate this attitude so much)

5. Be brave. Just overcome your fears. Keep practicing. Try more and trust me you are there :)

Keep doing what you feared the most

So this is all from me. I'm sorry if i made mistakes. I'm still young and there is a long way for me to go. It's already 23:18. Goodnight world. Forgive me, Assalamualaikum.

p/s: someone just told me that he is my silent reader. goodnight there.

A New Move!

Assalamualaikum and hye! kinda a veryyyy long time i gone for a hiatus (?) haha sampaikan takdak sapa dah pun nak baca blog ni but its okay lets start my story even i will just talk to myself a.k.a syok sendiri.

First of all, nak bagitahu actually aku dah tawar hati berblogging since masuk sekolah menengah ni yeah maybe busy dengan homeworks. Dulu sekolah rendah bolehla asyik mengadap pc ja sebab dulu agak pandai (lol) so takjejas sangat result exam HAHA. Sekarang ni nak cari masa untuk berblogging pun takdak, masa free free semua perabis tengok drama wakaka

So dah alang alang i got a new laptop, rindu pulak nak menaip panjang panjang. Sebelum tu, let me make my 2016's stories short. yeah last year aku adalah calon pt3 dan alhamdulillah berkat doa mak ayah guru-guru dan sahabat-sahabat, i got straight As and that was the greatest gift i could give to my parents since the pt3's results announcement was on 19th december which is my parent's 19th anniversary (and i got the chance to see my father cry hohoho selama ni ego sangat ecewah kehkeh) 

Pernah satu hari aku balik sekolah then abah tanya " nak masuk mrsm tak?". sapa yang follow story aku since zaman tak matured dulu ha tahu lah betapa aku nak sangat masuk mrsm tapi takdak rezeki waktu form 1 dulu dan aku sedih sangat sampai setahun tu protes malas belajar ish teruk betul hahahaha 

Soalan abah aku biar dulu letak tepi sebab aku dah sayang dekat sekolah lama. Iyelah susah senang sama sama dengan member 3 tahun kotnoh hari hari menghadap muka sama sampai tahu kalau dia tidur keluar air liur ke tidak. Malam tu aku fikir how high my ambition and dreams are and aku nampak if aku masuk mrsm inshaAllah peluang pun cerah and yeah fyi my parents nak sangat aku masuk mrsm. Diorang sangat berharap jawapan aku 'ya' even they didn't told me that but i know my parents well haha so aku fikir mungkin ini hadiah aku boleh bagi dekat mak ayah aku

Esok tu aku cakap iye aku nak pindah masuk mrsm. Excited. Itu riak muka mak ayah aku bila aku cakap mcmtu and that time i am so glad that i could make them happy and at the same time i wish that i made a right decision fuh

6.2.2017

Pendaftaran tingkatan 4. Totally a new world. Tak pernah kelas campur, tak pernah duduk asrama penuh, belajar dulu dalam bahasa melayu datang mrsm fully in english, tak pernah biasa dengan sistem pointer. But i take that as a challenge. Oh yeah my friends used to call me a painstaker cause i realllyyyy like to challenge myself. 

Maka bermulalah hidup aku as a mrsm student. Dua minggu selepas aku masuk, alhamdulillah aku ditawarkan untuk wakil maktab dalam acara pidato (tapi tak menang pun hahaha gelak sikit) dan dalam bulan yang sama jugak ada hari anugerah kecemerlangan untuk sem 2, 2016. Time ni sumpah aku amaze gila mampus tengok orang naik stage sebab pointer 3.5 and above & paling berkobar kobar sekali semangat eden nak belajar bila tengok my senior got 4flat and dapat duit kahkah

Alhamdulillah for my final sem 1, i made it.

Sebenarnya bukanlah apa sangat nak cerita pasal pointer sebab waktu selaras 3 aku agak jatuh haha ok tutup cerita. Aku nak cerita aku ada wakil maktab dalam konvensyen kepimpinan dkt Johor baru baru ni. Srslyyyy the best lah dari awal sampai habis i rate 9/10. Kurang satu sebab agak penat huhu. Satu maktab wakil 4 orang from BWP (badan wakil pelajar) and aku as secretary, Ashikin (deputy of pres), Faiz (vice pres) and Ihsan (presiden) telah terpilih untuk pergi. alhamdulillah semuanya pointer lepas 3.5 so cukuplah syarat. 

Dekat sana kitorang banyak duduk dalam satu maktab so tak awkward sangat lah bila nak ber-aktiviti and membuatkan kitorang bersemangat dan lebih berkeyakinan. Bila balik baru lah rasa confident nak bercakap depan khalayak ramai. Memang lah dari dulu lagi aku ni seorang yang gila microphone tapi dulu bercakap ketaq jugak sekarang no more alhamdulillah KARISMA 2017 taught us a lot!

Malam last sebelum balik, kitorang ada interview untuk global leadership (gl). Diorang nak pilih beberapa orang students ja untuk ke gl ni. Sepanjang interview, kitorang kena speaking fully selama 1 jam 30 minit hahaha merapu sakan ah goreng sana goreng sini alhamdulillah minggu lepas cikgu bagitahu out of 82 from 256 aku terpilih untuk ke gl! Srs aku senyum sakan haritu hahaha alhamdulillah rezeki Allah datang bertalu talu dan aku yakin semua ni atas doa mak ayah, guru guru, sahabat-sahabat dan semua orang yang mendoakan dalam diam. Thank you and may Allah bless u all <3

Nah aku belanja sikit gambar sepanjang dekat Johor. 

Itu saja untuk kali ni. Aku nak sambung layan drama dulu dahla dua bulan tak balik rumah. Doakan kejayaan aku.  Yang baik itu datang dari Allah yang buruk & annoyed tu datang dari aku sendiri. Minta maaf salah silap guys halalkan apa yang korang pernah bagi dan aku halalkan semuanya untuk korang termasuk lah yang meniru masa test huhu kk geraklu bye Assalamualaikum dunia!